When you think of heart diseaseย ย you probably imagine an overweight man in his 50’s clutching at his chest in pain.ย ย I imagine the same thing. I also imagine itย won’tย happen to me.ย
I’m 31 years young, female, relatively healthy and fit, I don’tย drink and donโt smoke. Despite not ticking all the boxes for ‘heart disease factors‘, I took myself to the emergency department of my local hospital a few weeks ago because every sensible bone in my body was telling me something was wrong with my heart and the feeling was too strong to ignore.
For the past few months I had been having weird heart palpitations. It was a mis-beat every now and then, something I put down to having anxiety and nothing to worry about, so I ignored it.
Then it got worse.ย
A couple of weeks ago when I left work on the Tuesday the frequency increased, and by Saturday it hit hard. A constant wave after wave of mis-beatsย every eight to ten minutes and each timeย a cold feeling like adrenalin would wash over me. This happened constantly throughout the day. I felt dizzy and nauseous. Knowing basic first aid I knew these signs were not good so by 4pm I took myself to the emergency room of our local hospital.
I presented to the triage nurse and had been in the waiting room less than thirty minutes when my name was called. Most people know the going wait time in any emergency room is about four to six hours, to be seen within half an hour had me extremely worried (and weirdly relieved because I knew I was right).
Leaving my dignity at the doorย (after giving birth two and a half years ago I didn’tย realiseย I had any left), I took off my mum bra that would make Bridgetย Jones’ underwear look likeย aย Victoria’sย Secret runway show,ย and the nurse stuck a variety of sticky pads to my torso, back and chest. Wires were connected to metal studs on the pads and I was asked to lie down on the bed while they monitored my heart on the ECG (electrocardiogram). I felt so stupid.
“A constant wave after wave of mis-beatsย every eight to ten minutes and each timeย a cold feeling like adrenalin would wash over me.”
I feltย like I was wasting their time and I shouldn’t have been there. I’m 31 for goodness sake and really didn’t think I fit the profile of someone with a risk of heart disease.
Nothing.
I got upset because I felt terrible for wasting their time but as the saying goes, it’s better to be safe than sorry. It still didn’t make me feel any less of an idiot though.
I was taken back to sit in the waiting area to waitย for my results when it happened again. Bomย bom, bomย bom,ย booomย booomย booom,ย bomย bomย (that’s my interpretation of my heartbeat going crazy weird) then the cold wash came over me just as the nurse was walking towards me with my paperwork.
“Are you ok, you look pale?”
I didn’t have a chance to blink, I was hurried into emergency and connected to the ECGย again. A male nurse talked me through what was happening “we’re going to keep you on this for as long as it takes to see what is going on.” I was beginning to worry and now my husband (who I left at home withย my son) was sending me messages because I had been gone forย so long.
I sent him the most flattering image I could muster and a text message with an explanation that I hoped wouldn’t have him worrying about me. .

I was in hospital for four hours when I was finally diagnosedย withย premature arrhythmia. Prematureย arrhythmia is a result of caffeine, stress,ย nicotine or exertion.ย Apparently it isn’t serious andย there isn’t much that can be done about it except take it easy and lay off the coffee (HA!ย did they forget I’m a mother of a two and a half year old boy?)
That said, the doctorsย said it wasn’t serious (but it sure feels serious to me). When it happens it’s all consuming, I can’t focus on what I’m doing because the sensation is so strong and I often feel dizzy. I’m currently waiting on aย cardiologistย appointment for further tests to either confirm or challenge my original diagnosis.
Although taking it easy when I have a toddler at home will be a challenge, as an advocate for mums to practice good self care, Iย willย be making an effort to incorporate more exercise into my routine, be more mindful of what I eat and take time out for myself each day.

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During my last pregnancy I had the same experience. It’s very intimidating and confronting. I had a monitor on for 24 hours smf nothing came of it. Thankfully I don’t have that experience any more but you have my sympathy.